random musings, random girl

So, things happened and I can't get the album. I've been trying to count my pennies in hopes that I don't have to cancel my FIGHT album order but it looks like I'm going to have to. I just don't have the money to spare D: and it looks like the exchange rate will not change for the better any time soon. I'm pretty screwed. I'm really, really sad right now lol it's pretty embarrassing. But considering I haven't missed a release since 2007 I think I can let myself be depressed for missing this one.
I'll have dls and stuff.. and pictures from fans who got it. I won't have it in my hands though and it's really depressing me XD I probably won't be able to even think of purchasing it until at least January- I can't even buy the Marching J video, if they're even still available- so I'm hoping!! hoping, that they all don't sell out. If they do, it'll be the first press regular *pines* and the limited B edition *omg my Subaru one-eyeliner fantastic. Pig!girl will be most devastated*
and don't even get me started about the upcoming con goods. the shirt, cap, pamphlet I will not be getting ;_____; I really wanted those lol especially the hat!!!

thinking about all this is giving me watery eyes XD


At this rate I may not make it to 8th Year Awesome. Which bums me out above all things. I'll light some incense for myself, chant incantations of money. Invoke the spirit of POSITIVE KIBUN. For all I know ,maybe this will help save for their 8th year. That I'll be able to go if/when they do the awesome we're all expecting. They've hinted at it long enough. I really want to be there! with everyone. .___.) show you all how annoying I really am XD and you can have me going \8D/! in the REAL LIFE. You all have permission to take pictures for posterity.

SIGH.
Least I have the mental image of Yara headbutting an aquarium tank to make me feel a little better.

That is all.

and you know it's true because I actually have a tag with 'july' lol it started off right too.

On the first, I received snail mail from halfway across the globe!



EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!! It's the Yara picture <333333 I seriously squee'd for a good hour. I'd place it into the envelope, then moments later take it back out, read the note again, hold the photo, lift the note to look at photo, hold some more, smiles :D!, take off note then stare longer 8DDDDD, put note back on, slide photo out of cute plastic holder thingie that is cute, grin 8DDDDDDDDDDDDDDD, swear to myself because crap now I have a print at the top of the photo, *wipe wipe*, satisfied the offensive oils are gone I place it back into cute holder, then place it back into envelope.

Rinse and repeat.

Thank you so much for the mail ♥ I can never say thank you enough :}


not only that tomorrow is the fourth and I'll be hanging out all day getting sunburned and sipping on Capris Suns like a boss. then!! there's TORE! show and some other cool stuff that is not coming to mind... possible announcement of ending theme for Eito+Zenkai Girl(which I keep spelling as Genkai...), and my birthday!!! and another anniversary.. then July leads into August which is HOMG 24HRTV!!! \:D/ please tell me someone(s) will be recording D: and where are the promos, TV!!! it's like a little over a month away! I get they're not huge names & that it's following in the wake of a huge disaster that is still going on... Now that I've said it I can't be mad because really how can I be selfish about it? The earthquake and aftermath is always in the back of my mind. .____.)♥

oh, ryo drama poster sightings with ED=eito? ehhhh~ ANNOUNCEMENT PLEASE!!! it's a big deal for Eito to get it XDDD!!!

*swoons*
if you get the chance to look through 'Look at STAR' September because there's a section for SHOCK and lol poor Uchi, he just looks so exhausted in every picture!

He is sooo short!!